kristina louise

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 01:50:49 GMT

whats up?! i haven't updated in forever!
just been busy having a BLAST and not having to worry about school. i'm glad i'm not taking hard classes this semester. even my honors class is incredibly easy. its so much fun. i'm taking a programming class online and we had homework due today, but i can't get the program to work on my computer, so i might drop it. i'm not sure.
uhm, i don't really have anything else to say, so i'm going to go study a bit before i go get benton at his friend's.

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 06:33:38 GMT

one more final tomorrow and then i'm through with school for a month!
i cannot wait for christmas break, it is going to be so awesome for many reasons. here are a few:
1) going home with ben to monticello and meeting his family! i'm so excited
2) moving ouuuut.
3) getting a raise
4) christmas, duh.
5) no more homework!

and now i better go study!

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 04:02:23 GMT

i thought i would update because i'm procrastinating. i'm doing a presentation tomorrow on the harlem renaissance for honor humanties 2. uggggh i hate it. i really don't care if i get a bad grade, actually, i wouldn't even show up but it wouldn't be fair to the girls in my group because they are really nice and i couldn't leave them hanging like that.
benton came over today. first we went to cracker barrel for lunch and i killed him at checkers. it was funny. then we came back here and played video games. he played the guitar for me while i laid on my bed because i didn't feel good. he's so cute. i love it!
i'm just going to sleep until friday. or saturday, even.
i think i've gained 10lbs in the past week. not really.
i need to go christmas shopping sometime this weekend, which is exciting. i guess i'll go sunday since me and benton are going to the EKU vs. WKU basketball game saturday. if anybody wants to go, just tell me, i miss my friends! i feel like i never see you all anymore. i love you all lots:)

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 04:22:56 GMT

ugh, im bored

Take this quiz, post the results, and see how much things have changed since then.

5 years ago...

How old were you? 14

What grade were you in? 9th

Where did you go to school? MCHS

Where did you work? i was too cool to work

Where did you live? my house, we've lived here for 14 years

Where did you hang out? josh's? was that then? i dont think so. if not, i probably didn't hang out anywhere.

How was your hair style? long, layered, bangs

Did you wear braces? yes

Did you wear glasses? contacts

Who was your best friends? amanda wheeler!

Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend? nobody

Who was your celebrity crush? wow, uhm i dont remember. probably justin timberlake

Who was your regular-person crush? haha nik

How many piercings did you have? ears

How many tattoos did you have? i was 14

What was your favorite band? nsync, i think i liked nelly. wow

What was your biggest fear? thunderstorms,duh.

Had you smoked a cigarette yet? no, never!

Had you gotten drunk or high yet? nope

Had you driven yet? in waco, and not on a road

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Now, for the present...
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How old are you? 19

Whats your educational status? sophomore in college

Where do you go to school? EKU

Where do you work? hastings

Where do u live? home...but thats changing soon!

Where do you hang out? hastings, because i'm lame like that. ben's apartment. places with britt

How is your hair style? layered, wavy, bangs that i pin back

Do you wear braces? no

Do you wear glasses? contacts, i get new glasses next week though!

Who is your best friends? brittany and amanda

Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend? benton edwards

Who is your celebrity crush? kate hudson. haha

How many piercings do you have?: ears

How many tattoos do you have? zero

What is your favorite band? eisley! the decemberists!

What is your biggest fear? still thunderstorms

Have you gotten drunk or high yet? i refuse!

Have you driven yet? everywhere. i chauffeur around my sexy-ass boyfriend. or he drives my car.

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 22:02:15 GMT

i haven't updated in a while, so i thought i would.
my life has been a tad bit crazy lately. or i have been a tad bit crazy? yes.
i declared my major the other day because i couldn't register for classes until i did. international economics. weird, and i regret it. but i'm really not that worried about it. next semester i'm taking 13 hours.
i'm taking french culture and civ, everybody take it!! i'm excited about it.
yesterday me and benton went shopping and i didn't get anything! mom made me feel bad about taking her money.
uhm, i need to write a paper now. i hate school! i'm looking forward to thanksgiving break. too bad i'll probably have to work the day after thanksgiving. gross, i'm not looking forward to it.

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 20:16:31 GMT

last night was crazy! i get a phone call at 10:30ish from chris barger, who is supposed to be in nashville, telling me to open my front door. it was so exciting! and then josh was there too! it totally made my week. travis was with them, too. he's in chris' band and is from texas. he was extremely cool.
before that, benton had called me and said that david had his car, so i picked him up from work and we went to wendy's. i didn't eat because me and britt had went to cracker barrel. he told me that aaron from work told him, "you and kristi are invited to my party on friday."
you and kristi.
it made me happy.
and party on friday! it'll be funny, i'll call britt all night long probably.
anyways, after me and ben saw Jarhead on saturday, we ended up back at his apartment and he played this song for me. the one i'm listening to, "i will follow you into the dark." i made him a mix cd and i told him that i loved it, so he learned how to play it. isnt that so cute? i love it.
i had to meet with my advisor today and he tried to yell at because i'm only taking 12 hours next semester. i said, "i'm pretty sure i'll be a junior by january, so i honestly don't care." then he tried to get mad at me for taking french culture!! i told him it was for a french minor. these people should just let you do what you want.
come see me at work!!!! i have to train somebody and i'm going to be so bored. i think i'm going to call barger and see if anybody is doing anything tonight since he is in town.

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 04:29:44 GMT

i didn't go to my lab today.
ben just called and asked me to go to applebees with him. i want to see him, but i'm so exhausted so i'm just going to stay at home and read about nazis.
he told me i was the most studious unstudious person he has ever met. meaning that i put everything off until 11pm the day before its due, but still make good grades.
i think i'm going to get my hair trimmed and possibly layered tomorrow! i'm excited about this because it's looking dead.

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 02:43:34 GMT

i am so over school.
okay, so this is my problem. i am so stressed out about school that i have completely disasociated myself mentally from it. meaning that i can sit somewhere literally for an hour and do nothing but think about what i have to do, but yet not be able to get up and actually do it. like tonight for instance. i have a paper and lab report due tomorrow on top of a test in cal 3. but i haven't done anything to prepare for any of it. i've given up. i don't even want to go to my physics class anymore and would be very content to just fail it because i'm going to go crazy. i would rather stay sane and happy than pass a class that i don't really need.

there was a uk basketball game on tonight. it was exciting. i enjoy watching the games with my mom.
benton called me while he was playing racquet ball. it made me smile.
i went shopping and spent way too much of my own money. rue du bac is probably my fav store now because they have free people clothes. i got a cute shirt to wear on my date saturday. exciting. i think we're going to watch jarhead? thats what he was hinting at anyways.
i really hope he hasn't found my lj.
i want to go to sleeeeeep. somebody write my lab report?
i get new glasses tomorrow!
next semester, i'm taking 12 hours of super easy classes. no classes on friday! i'm looking forward to that.

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 01:28:50 GMT

i am so tired. i've been tired for the past 3 days. i haven't been getting that much sleep, so i guess that's why. i would seriously go to bed right now, but ben's going to call. maybe i should lay down anyways? i dont know.
i'm watching csi right now. i haven't watched it in a while.
yesterday britt and i went to the fayette mall! it was so much fun and i got to drive my new car to lex! yeah, i got a new car, its cute. i bought a scarf from jcrew and a shirt from express for men. they are a part of my halloween costume (i'm being hermione). brittany told me that i should just go as a man because everything i bought was in the men's section. i wore my scarf today and it is awesome, just to let you know.
we were in the gap, and the gap always makes me think of josh. so i called him and left him messages. they were funny, i was giggling so he probably didn't understand them. you know what would have been even funnier? if i didnt even get his voice mail and i was just talking for no reason. because i thought of that.
but yeah, i got this shirt from express for men, but i think i'm going to wear a tie and white button up instead for my costume. i searched everywhere for a prefect badge or something remotely like one and couldn't find anything.
i'm going to a halloween party with ben on saturday! he's being a guy from the life aquatic. he said he was excited about hanging out with me. i am excited.
i decided today that i hate physics and that i'm not going to be an engineer.
me and becky watched the lamest movie in the world today! its called "off season". don't ever watch it, okay? its some independent film with bad camera angles, bad dialogue, bad plot, and bad acting.

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 18:45:42 GMT

yesterday was pretty fun. after work i went to applebee's in lex for josh's b-day party. our waiter was awesome. then me and brittany spent an hour in target...buying a coffee pot for our apt that doesn't exist yet. then we went to josh's house and ate the yummiest cake ever and played halo.
i slept waaaaaay too long today. i have to write a 4 page paper. i hate today. i'd much rather go rent a couple of movies and sit around. but no, i can never have any fun.

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 01:42:10 GMT

me and the ladies went townhouse huntin today. there was this one, but i think it might be too much? i dont know anything about money and managing it. maybe i'll be alright. i'm super excited, though! i think that if i get out of this then i'll feel better.
uhm, i got a 100 on my cal 3 test and i yelled "awesome!" really loud with honeydew melon in my mouth when he gave mine back. it was pretty funny.
i hope i did alright on my physics test.
THIS SEMESTER NEEDS TO BE OVER NOW.

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 18:07:49 GMT

would somebody be a darling and write a seven page paper for me tonight?
you will be handsomely paid in whatever fashion you see fit.
its just, i need it done by tomorrow and i have to work and study for a physics test.
<3
elizabethtown is a cute, cute movie and i like it a lot.
school is killing me.
i was on the fourth floor of the library, which is the quiet floor, i might add. and these people kept talking. i wanted to go scream at them. as if my life isn't great enough, some idiots had to go and ruin my writing process because they think they are above the rules.
i better stop procrastinating.

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 04:48:54 GMT

i miss my rav4 a lot. i think i'm going to steal it from my mom and becky. i have an emotional attachment to it i think. i'm saving up my money to buy my OWN car.
during break i swear all i'm going to do is lay around and be lazy. you can call me if you want, but i'm not promising that i'll go anywhere with anyone.
i saw the boy who sits in front of me in cal3 and who's in my physics class today! well, i guess i actually saw him three times if you count those two classes. he was in the parking lot of hastings when i was leaving. i wanted to say hi to him because he looked at me, but he makes me nervous. i like to think that he secretly has a crush on me too and that he was impressed that i was the only one who knew how to do the problem in physics.
my room is so messy! maybe i'll actually clean it this weekend. it makes me upset that it is so cluttered; i really don't like it.
i saw stephen tonight and i hope he has a super fun and safe trip to LA!

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 19:03:31 GMT

i am incredibly sick. i had to work yesterday and i thought i was going to die.
i'm upset that the bookstore on campus is closed today. i NEED a book for class.
me and beck went to dwayne's birthday party. it was cute.
i wish my mom was home so she could make me some tea.
i really really want to see the move Proof.
the boy that i'm in love with who sits in front of me in cal3 talked to me the other day. he's in my physics class, too. i stare at him a lot. he's so cute and likes math too apparently. its meant to be.
uhm i'm going to go finish my 4 page paper i just started today. i have this dilema. half of my primary sources are in french (yes, i know what they are saying. i can read french). i dont know whether or not to quote them in french in my paper or english.

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 00:12:19 GMT

i spent an hour in the library today. i think that i should go to the library more often. it is nice and i have tons of research to do.
i got a checking account today.
i want to buy things but i can't make myself spend the money. there is this lovely marc jacobs jacket i need more than anything in the world.
i best go finish readin Hard Times by Dickens and watch laguna beach.

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 19:55:45 GMT

wow its homecoming and i have nothing to do. maybe i should just go find some people i know and get drunk. i'm sure i know somebody who's getting drunk. sounds more fun than sitting around here.
so i think im just going to rent some movies and lay in bed all evening. call me up, pretty please! because you are beautiful and we should hang out.

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 02:02:53 GMT

i had the most awful dream that i have ever had in my entire life last night.
in my dream, my mom, becky, and i were driving home from waco and there was a huge explosion in front of us. there was nothing we could do because the explosion was so big and the fire ball was coming right at us. so i grabbed my mom's hand and kept telling her that i loved her. i could see the fire coming right at us, it was like an atomic bomb, that's what i kept thinking in my dream. i could feel my skin burning and i kept saying "i love you" and my mom said, "don't worry, i'll see you in heaven. everything will be alright." the fire was all around our car and i kept crying and i thinking, why hadn't i died instantly? and that i had so many things that i hadn't done and so many things that i never told people, like how much i cared about them and how they would never know. it kept getting hotter and hotter, the fire was white it was so hot. i felt like my skin had completely gone and my bones started to turn to powder. everything went black and i knew i had died. then i woke up in my bed, i thought i was in heaven, but everything was dark. then i realized it was just a dream and i started crying. i thought either the house was burning down or my mom was dying. so i ran into my mom's room, bawling my eyes out. it made me sick and i get sick just thinking about it.
on a happier note, i got A's on both the tests that i was for sure that i litteraly failed.

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 03:47:04 GMT

tim came over and scared me. i wouldn't answer the door because i didn't know who it was, so i made my dad. tim likes to make fun of me because i have a fear of being raped and saw on 911 years ago that somebody shot a girl when she answered her front door. so i won't answer the door unless i know who it is.
i'm a bit paranoid.
we went to hastings. i dont get discounts on rentals. then we came back and sat in my driveway talking about life and he was slowly killing himself by smoking. gross.
this is so pointless. i should be studying but i'm just sitting here instead. i have two tests tomorrow and i'm so stressed and worried about it. i try not to be because there's nothing i can do about it. oh well.
good night.

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 05:25:32 GMT

today was incredibly fun. i mean, i could have seen the faint, but i hung out with my girls instead. i worked from 1-6. like 3 customers got mad at me and i slammed my finger in the register drawer oh it hurt. brittany came and visited me and the guy working beside me picked on me non-stop because i won't answer the phone.
i finally got smallville on dvd. i had to go to walmart because we didn't have it. it was probably cheaper there anyways. but i did get kelly clarkson and sufjan stevens cd. we listened to them on the way to see just like heaven!
that movie is amazing and so incredibly cute and sweet.
you should watch it.

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 02:14:27 GMT

i'm sick.
i missed josh's birthday, i'm such a bad friend. i feel terrible and i will buy him pretty things to make up for it. if only he would see me :P
today was horrible. i was sick and had classes all day. i saw britt and it cheered me up, too bad it was already like 2ish? i can't remember.
i've cried a lot today. i cried because i'm alone.
and i cried because megan was killed a year ago today. i think about her a lot. i have dreams about her. it is so sad and breaks my heart. she was such a happy, lovely person. i can't talk about it.
oh, and i cried because i had a test today that was so hard. i need a hug bad. i'm looking forward tomorrow and hopefully hanging out with brittany and amanda and britt's new house.
becky listens to tv too loud and it hurts my head. i hate it and she just mocks me when i ask her to turn it down.
i watched survivor. i love survivor, i dont care how silly you think it is. i like it.

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 20:24:26 GMT

wow, today sucked. i didnt pay attention in any of my classes. i have this bad habit of staring off into space, maybe you've noticed?
i'm pretty boring, aren't i?
i should probably stop that.
hayli's going away party was last night:( it made me sad, but i hope that she loves it out in california and remembers that there are people in kentucky that love her very much!
i keep thinking today is friday. i thought yesterday was friday, too. i'm supposed to help britt move sometime this week and i have no idea when i'm going to manage to do that. amanda said she was going to help friday, but i can't. so you should all come see me at work. i get off at 11. gross.
all i've ate today is candy corn and i can't stop. its so good.
i'm going to go take a nap and then write a 4 page paper. college is lame.
then probably go to hastings and get SMALLVILLE!! and drool over tom welling and michael rosenbaum. especially the latter.

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 17:45:37 GMT

today is so busy. i have so much homework
complain complain.
i'm upset that i'll only get to be at hayli's going away party for an hour:( i'm going to charge the batteries to my camera and hopefully it will work. i have a tendency to break electronics that i love a lot. probably because i'm careless and throw them around.
my life is pretty boring.
yep.
i bought 4 of basically the same shirts from jcrew but in different colors. and OMG they have a scarlett and gold-ish color cashemere scarf that i need so so incredibly bad. gryffindor! omg. i'm going to buy it and be so pretty.
exciting.

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 03:58:45 GMT

i love work. even though its freezing in there and made my back hurt. i'll get over it.
i like working with boys, they are fun. girls make me nervous and i can't talk to them. is that weird? i think girls are mean, though. most of them are.
i'm not, though.
i feel like i could sleep for days. days, i tell you!

i bought the new death cab for cutie cd tonight. i want to hold hands with someone and just listen to it. it is beautiful.

you marched in like a big gust of wind

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 23:57:10 GMT

i hate thursdays.
class from 11 to 4:45 with no breaks. it just like, sucks. a lot.
working isn't as bad as i thought it would be. its pretty goofy and boring, so everyone come and visit me!
but wait until monday or something. because then i'll be finished training.
i can't wait for the weekend! i'm going to go shopping for jeans.
i want to go see a movie.
go to the movies with me on saturday? it will be fun, i promise. we can eat popcorn and twizzlers. maybe buy books before? hang out and watch the history channel? i need a nice, low-key, relaxing weekend.
guess what! this girl at work, i think her name is rachel, told me that i get one free book a week. that's like the best news i've heard in my life.
for real.

ps. is it wrong that sometimes i wish i could be like other people my age? you know, not really caring about anything. not worrying about school and my future. just being able to let loose and do crazy, exciting things. sometimes i'm jealous of those people. like right now.
i take things too way too seriously. as tim says, i'm high strung.

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 18:04:51 GMT

OMG tanner. i watched laguna. did you see the preview for next week?! i'm so excited. i hope alex gets whats coming to her, the whore.
me and my mom gossip about laguna beach. it is funny.
last night me, amanda, and brittany went to a bsu and wesley foundation thing at the ravine.
it was exciting to say the least.
i was about to beat up a fat kid. don't ask, okay?
alright. i really wasn't. whatever.
after that, me and amanda went to walmart and then we met michael and matt at steak and shake.
i have to go to work tonight uggghhh.
two things will only get me through it. and one being that GHOST HUNTERS COMES ON TONIGHT.
is it bad that i've only been for training and i already want to quit? i told my mommy that i was going to quit and she told me that she never told me to get a job in the first place. and she didn't, everybody else just gave me a hard time about it.
i hate peer pressure!
my life is so stressful.